Secret #7

Im terrible with breakups

Secret #6

I love my cheeks.

If you ever see me one day I have large-ish cheeks. I'm a small person, tiny waste and very petite but when it comes to my cheeks, they stand out. They make my smile bigger and more powerful. I love them and so do some other people ;)

Secret #5

Im doomed at love.

A boy just drove all the way to my house because he couldn't stop thinking about me and I had to tell him I couldn't leave my house. You have no idea how badly I wanted to go outside and prove that I can be good with boys. But instead I had to stay inside of my house under my parents restrictions :( if he ever reads this, please come back <3

Secret #4

I can never sleep well when I have a problem.

I'm the type of person who will ponder that problem for a good week or so at night thinking of all the solutions and outcomes as well as the fears and mistakes I could make with every decision. I hate it.
I wish I could be one of those girls who can make a quick decision without considering every single little outcome or how others may feel because of my decision to do something.
It is becoming a bit ridiculous.

Secret #3

I'm TERRIBLE with boys.
I don't know how to read them, what they are ever thinking, oh and when I try to talk to one I
go into this ditzy mode that I saw on Televison once. It's bad.

Secret #2

I don't trust anyone.

An Old Start to a New Beginning

"I need another story
 Something to get off my chest 
My life gets kinda boring
 Need something that I can confess 


'Til all my sleeves are stained red 
From all the truth that I've said 
Come by it honestly I swear 
Thought you saw me wink, 
no I've been on the brink, so 


Tell me what you want to hear 
Something that were like those years 
I'm sick of all the insincere 
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away 

This time 
Don't need another perfect line
 Don't care if critics ever jump in line 
I'm gonna give all my secrets away 

My God 
Amazing that we got this far 
It's like we're chasing all those stars 
Who's driving shiny big black cars 

And everyday I see the news, 
all the problems that we could solve 
And when a situation rises,
 just write it into an album 
Seen it straight to go 
I don't really like my flow, no, so 

Tell me what you want to hear 
Something that were like those years 
I'm sick of all the insincere 
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
 
This time
 Don't need another perfect line 
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
 I'm gonna give all my secrets away 

Oh, 
got no reason, 
got not shame 
Got no family I can blame
 Just don't let me disappear
 I'mma tell you everything..."


This song is my life story. I have so many secrets kept built up inside and now... well I'm done holding them in. I want to release them. Some are good, some not so good.
But we all have our faults don't we?


Secret #1 : My real name is Massie Elizabeth Knight